Crap...

Less than 18 days left.

Health...

Being trapped in a classroom for 6 hours is not fun...
The only reason I will survive health is that it is easy and I can find things to keep me busy...

Thursday-
Health, dentist appointment, having the left side of my face numb for 2 hours, Ryan being subjected to torture and watching 'Princess Bride'

Friday-
Health, writing letters, messing with the cube puzzle thing, meeting a kid in my class who lived in Naples, feeling abandoned, volunteering, dropping of my random letter with Ryan, and then making my poster for Health. Preparing a barrage of e-cards for tomorrow... Muahaha!

No more PE..

Tomorrow is my last day of PE...

Saturday-
My mom actually let me go out to see Hulk (Not as good as Ironman, but still good) and it was fun... I was very tired after I got home though...

Sunday-
Cleaned my old papers out and my mom's friend and her kids came for dinner...

Monday-
School, volunteering, shower, dinner, towncenter for too much coffee, and then to sleep. Oh! I got gmail back!

Tuesday-
School, talking to Ms. Walker, volunteering, home, gmail, shower, Camp Rock (Not half-bad), and then Legally Blonde: the Search for Elle Woods (One of the only Broadway reality shows known to man)

Tomorrow I have to take the bus home. And think about moving, which still really has not hit me...

There are five hats...

To those who care, I drew it out and completely get it now... even more so than earlier... You are right, yeah yeah, I know "I told you so." Her hat has to be red.

I finally made it up to go and see what Ryan was up too and hung out there for an hour while they were resting, and tried to help cutting and cleaning and picture taking, and then remembered that even if there was a huge amount for me to do I needed to call people up and see if we were doing anything today...and we are. We are going bowling and then probably to see Forbidden Kingdom...

I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO ALMOST MAKE YOU STAB YOURSELF...
It's strange how much they knew about me...and how much they didn't, but I am extremely glad I was not shunned... and Ryan's friends are no stranger than Kendell. So there.

Long day...

Friday-
We did nothing in PE, I walked two laps, played save the bacon twice and about 8 games of dodgeball. Then I volunteered. Then I went to Walmart. Then Ryan came over and we got to go walk and I almost made him stab himself and felt really bad. Then we dropped off som books at my mom's friend's house and then went to dinner at my dad's friend's house. Dinner was good, very good and dessert was good. We got to play on the Wii (Wheeeeeeeeeeee...) and I pwned in bowling. Then I went home and slept.

Saturday-
I cleaned out old papers, people came by to look at the house, someone came to check out our hot water heater, and now I might finally be able to go help Ryan with his project.

The Week...

Sunday-
Went downtown for breakfast and the pool, then I walked downtown and to the Army museum (where I felt scared that things were going to jump out and kill me) and then to the mall....

Monday-
Umm, so inconsequential that I do not remember.... But Ryan came back!

Tuesday-
School, Library, talking to Ryan, voice, Ryan being kidnapped. It's all good.

Wednesday-
School, Library, Ryan invading the library and not saying 'hi', rushing around, Kung Fu Panda (pretty cute and funny movie), Gilmore Girls with Mac and Cheese and Phish Food....yum...

Thursday-
Running around in the gym 17 times, ping-pong, dodgeball, the sickening movie "Supersize Me," passports and ya...that takes us to now, while I clean my room.

Thinking and remembering...

I find myself thinking more and more as we come closer to moving, about people and memories, listening to old phone messages late at night, reading cards and yearbooks. I don't think I would change much, maybe little things so I could be closer to people; but in all, my past has gotten me here, and even though I'm leaving, I like the things around me and how things turned out.

Two more days until I can see Ryan... It has been a long week. I miss being able to talk to him. I hope he's having fun...

Enjoy camp...

Jake is being stupid and leaving before I am...

Friday-
Friday the 13th...the only bad thing was Grace seemed to have sprained her ankle on a path she has walked many times, despite the fact she had done other slightly more 'dangerous' things only minutes earlier. I got to hang out with the other two Musketeers, and argue about politics, before volunteering so I had fun. Then I went out driving and shopping till late.

Saturday-
Driving, then Lowes (Borders for me) and Sam's. After that I hung out at home and read and watched TV and wrapped Sarah and Jake's presents before going to the awesome dinner. Dinner was very yummy, we had calzones and asparagus and apple cider and vitamin water (the pink kind!) and a yummy espresso creme cake thingie. We ate and talked and saw Tiger and I had fun. It is extremely extremely sad I am not going to see one of the musketeers for two years after tonight. But I hope Jake, and Joel, have fun in San Fransisco and at camp, and I hope they know they will be visiting me-- even if I have to put Jake in a refrigerator box. Have fun at the parade!

Stupid...

Stupid drivers Ed....
Stupid driving hours...
Stupid me for not getting the driving hours...
Stupid rules...
Stupid driving test day...
Stupid moving...
Stupid leaving all my friends...
Stupid seniors having to go to college...
Stupid summer school, keeping me from my friends...
Stupid laziness that I am plagued with...
Stupid West Point...
Stupid stupid stupid.

*hugs herself*
stupid.

*hides under the covers*

Eww...

I am all gross from PE and running around it the humidity and the sun...

Wednesday-
Went to a party which was pretty awesome and got to hang out with people I sure hope I get to see again before I move... Then I went to the pool, the new pretty pool, with Carol and Jake before hanging out at my house and watching Indiana Jones and Pride and Prejudice... :)

Thursday-
Ran lots in PE and still failed to see the appeal of running long distances... We did a relay which was pretty fun, and then wrote an essay on the importance of PE. I pretty much stood there when we played soccer, not only because I rarely got passed the ball, but because I thought if I did get it, the silly 8th graders would kick my face off... The we watched part of "Facing the Giants" which is actually pretty good, and I am not a fan of football movies... Now I am going to take a nice shower...

And it is still going to be a long 4.5 more days...lol...
I don't think I am going to be able to get all my driving hours...which sucks...
I should go start deciding what I want to store and what I want to ship, difficult choices...

I want a puppy...

This is my puppy...er, the puppy I wish was mine...

When I grow up this is my dog, after I move somewhere where it is not warm every day...

Summer school is tiring... but I'll survive...

Today I went from PE to home for 5 minutes to get ready for a dentist appointment, to the appointment, to volunteering at the library, to voice, to town center, and finally back home. Now I am searching for puppies... :)

I am Full...

If anyone knows the "full song" I would love the lyrics and tune right now so I can sing it...

Sunday-
Driving was hot and boring but now I am DONE with Drivers Ed FOREVER!!!!! Then I got to see Prince Caspian. I really liked the movie, it wasn't perfect, but it was fun to watch and remained interesting for the 2 and a half hours I watched it for, give or take some time...

Today, Monday-
I did nothing, picked up sister from Summer School, did nothing, picked other sister up from school. Then we went to take passport pictures, and then to drop off our old rocking horse. We then traveled to Borders, walked around the mall and then went to Cattlemen's (which is why I am very very full). I drove to Home Depot and then home. It is going to be a long week.

Tommorow-
I start PE summer school, again. I can't believe I need 1 and 1/2 credits of PE. I thought I was done with it after summer school freshman year... it will give me something to do, although I don't know how I will be able to handle sitting there and taking health when there are other things I want to do... that are, um, NOT sitting in a classroom for 5 hours... :)

My hair and eyes are getting lighter...

It now feels like summer. Thursday I just sat and cleaned my room and went and drove around. Friday was spent avoiding children, I went to Ironman with some friends, pretty good movie except the whole setting-it-up-for-a-sequel thing. Then came Ziggys, where everyone gets all dressed up in pretty dresses and goes to the Tri-School awards night. Last year I felt closer to the cast, but this year was well set up with games and such. I had fun. Saturday went by fast, I had a library orientation meeting then I went driving, and at 2 I went to see Nim's Island, which was very well done and I really liked it. Then it was onward to the NEX and then Borders where I got the best music book ever and Eclipse! After that, we went home changed and saw the producers, which was long but funny. Knowing people in the cast is always a plus. : ) Today I have driving for 3 hours!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH! Oh well, I have no choice. But then I get to see Ryan (yes I am tired of calling you someone, be grateful, I could call you Bob)! Now excuse me, I want pancakes...

Last day...

Last day of school year '08...

1st-
Played cards and met the teacher's little kindergarten daughter....

2nd-
Presentation which went well...

4th-
Um, nothing...

5th-
Um, nothing again...

Then I got my Bio teacher to sign my yearbook and went to drivers ed...with a nice 5 minutes with someone I had not seen in a while and really missed...
Then I got to go bowling where I failed... I GOT MANY GUTTER BALLS!!! YAY!! I win at golf-bowling...
I will always enjoy failing at bowling as long as I bowl with who I bowled with today...

Tired...

Sleeping is wanted by me...
Long day with spanish test and not much else.... missing the seniors...
Went to voice, where I disocvered I owned at spotlight scoring way higher than last year!
Got another dress for Zizzy's, one that actually fits and is purty and blue and shiny...
Now, I am tired...and want to go finish reading the ten books at my bedside...

Busy busy bee...

I feel like I am running around like crazy and never stop moving, but really I have been running around doing nothing! Except for possibly failing my math final... and tomorrow I get to take my Spanish final! Yay! (sarcasm should be noted)...

But I saw CHEVY! I saw him at the library and was like CHEVY! This year has gone by so fast, it doesn't seem like it has really been a year since last year. Each day lasts an eternity usually, some go by too fast, but in general time flies... I want it back so I can run around a little bit longer...

Wow...

Lately I have been over crazy... Not much school left, people are driving me nuts, people are leaving...

Wed-
To those where there for my mental breakdown, I apologize profusely, I was really feeling the whole moving and leaving everything feeling and, quite honestly, I did not know how to handle it. Babysitting was good, it is always fun to watch a kid who is so similar to you, playing princess and watching Annie...

Thurs-
More of people driving me nuts... but after school I had one drivers ed after another, ick, after i had another project meeting where there was lots of stressing out, some of which was not needed... But I did get to see "someone" for a minute which made my day much better. I don't think people realize how they affect me...

Fri-
Awesome day! I got thrown out of class and got to wander for a while while the class signed a book for me! :) Then I had a good math test *crosses fingers* and got to present my personal interest project after school... Then I got to see the new Indiana Jones movie, pretty good I thought...

Sat-
I did not do much, went driving and to Costco... Made a lei for graduation...then babysat again... which was fun...

Sun-
Huge breakfast at Big City Diner and then I finished my lei and went to graduation... I wanted to sit with my mom so I kinda ditched my friends which I feel bad about... but graduation was pretty well organized and sorta fun to watch... afterwards i had a great time passing out leis and talking to people... they all looked amazing and seemed, older... :) They all rock!