Too much food...

So it has been fun

Last Mon: HvZ (I got turned when I stopped looking at the zombie I was guarding)
Last Tuesday: Paper...paper..procrastination...paper
Last Wednesday: Les Mis! The Movie was great but the sound system was wack so they gave us ticket vouchers! Then paper, paper, paper.
Last Thursday: Japanese festival (with writing, green tea, coconut cookies, drummers (from Epcot), and ice sculptors (with degrees in Bio and Chem)) then HARRY POTTER! We watched a Very Potter Musical, ate candy and popcorn, played a monopoly card game, and watched the movie until late :)
Last Friday: If you Give a Mouse a Cookie (cute) and then "The Other Guys" with Ally and Sarah and the gang
Last Saturday: Days of Dance, reading out on Landis, Harry Potter again with Ally, then the game and Monopoly with Sarah and Jarred and Chris and Chris and Amanda (I had the purple properties)
Last Sunday: Hung out at my aunts house and did laundry and such

Monday: Homework
Tuesday: Cleaning and homework
Wednesday: Hung out and watched tv and read magazines after Aunt Yvonne picked me up. Then we went to Target, and publix and when Max heard I hadn't seen "Dirty Dancing" he went to Target to get it so we could watch it the next day. Then we watched Celtic Women. And I watched Everybody Loves Raymond
Thursday: I woke up super early to watch the parade, while eating blueberry waffles (yum!). Then the grandparents came, I made mashed potatoes and showered. We ate yummy food. I showed everyone the capabilities of smart phones. We watched Dirty Dancing.
Friday: Wakulla Springs where we saw Manatees! :D Then to Panda Express (hilarity ensued) and Coldstone. Then a quick trip to show off my dorm (and grab some papers) and then to the Cemetery to look for the grave of the "local witch" Kristin Lull Graham (really Elizabeth Budd Graham) and then to the shoe station where I got replacement tennis shoes because mine were literally falling apart.
Saturday: St. Marks (Max saw dolphins there at dawn) but we went and saw a raccoon in a tree, bald eagles, a not gator, a real gator, butterflies and snakes, and little tiny crabs :) Then I watched the Noles CRUSH the Gators :) And made baked potatoes
Today I slept in, ate a sandwich, took a shower, cleaned, and really didn't so a whole lot. Jason brought back peanut butter ice cream which was very nice of him because it was really good ice cream and it was nice in general.

Um, I kinda feel unaccomplished. I wish I was DOING more in college, I mean, I know I am, but it doesn't seem like a whole lot. I don't know. I want what other people have I guess, which is bad. I know. Want what you have and all that. But eh. I feel that way sometimes. But yesterday walking outside I just felt good. It felt good to be on the beach.

I've been listening to "The Christmas Gift of Aloha" and it makes me miss Hawaii. I like Christmas Talk Story and the beach and board shorts and aloha print. Yep. I'm thinking of maybe trying to do grad school (if I do that) at UH...I don't know. We'll see I guess. I have to get through this first.

Hopefully I do well on exams. I want to ace my classes and I can't help but compare myself to others which is what makes me want it so bad. I'm good at school. That's what I can do. If I'm not the best at that...what can I be the best at. But if I was doing it for me, it wouldn't matter as much. I'm trying to not let it matter as much, be happy with who I am and maybe not being the best at things. It's kinda hard.

I don't mind learning new things, aikido, dance, piano, guitar. I'm not GOOD but I would like to be. Eh. I REALLY want to be great at something.
Let me know if you have any ideas.