Too often I find myself not knowing what I want or knowing exactly what I want but being afraid to get it, never the less i want things to happen... I want to go places and see things, but am afraid to miss out on other things. So i am impatient and indecisive, great qualities, i know. Aint I fantastic.
Today I woke up feeling good about having everything done, AP stuff and homework that was due. Then I froze in English and had to listen to complainers. Recess was good, math test was bad, lunch was good, science was boring and history was trying. This was all topped off by having flour thrown at me and falling in a ditch because i have absolutely no balance.
I miss drama, and the feeling i get when i go up there and put on a good show... like i am doing something worthwhile. I need that feeling and I don't get it often enough. It seems that most of high school is pointless busy work. I am fine with learning about history and math, but what we are doing with it seems pointless to me. Chemistry is the only class I enjoy, everything we do in there has a point and i can see that point because everywhere you look there is Chemistry, but seriously, when does one see imaginary numbers in the real world.
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i agree with you on the imaginary numbers point. and im also glad that my flour attack made ur blog!
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