Tuesday, May 20, 2008

What if I do know what I want...

Today I woke up with a sore throat and the first thing I thought was "I seriously hope that I am better by Saturday..." My second thought was that I was going to spread my icky germs and get other people sick, despite whatever they think. Chemistry was confusing but I get it now so that makes me happy, English test on Othello went....okay... (I laugh in the face of danger...Hahaha!) I am doing alright in Spanish, and math too, despite my lovely grade on the test... And History, well, it is awesome right now because we sit there for an hour playing with flour! :)

I spent the day thinking bout what someone said to me today, "what do you want?" What they were really asking, I don't know and I probably should have; but I thought about the question. And what if I do know what I want, does that help me at all? What if i know what i want but also know i can't have it? What if I think I have what I want, but don't know how to handle it? I really should stop all this thinking, it makes me sound all emo and depressed... and I'm not, I am constantly singing and skipping and dancing in circles and being really hyper... ya, I don't think I'm emo. Maybe I am when I'm sick though... I think its the weather that's really messing with me...

And my falling in the ditch was totally not the fault of anyone but me... I should have stepped away from the ditch instead of in it... :)

I want to write a letter, but in the times of blogs and email, it is not very practical... But writing with a great pen on stationery and then sealing it with wax and seal is so much better than email, well, I don't know... both have their uses...

I want to go shooting with a bow and arrow... there is something so rewarding about hearing the arrow hit the target...

I want to be done with homework, so I better go start on it now...
:)

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